sithmasta

Sep. 10th, 2005

01:55 pm - Christians?

Well, I had a very interesting conversation with a pastor's kid the other night. I apparently scare him because I don't lust after girls. Ah, yes. It's quite interesting... the suppposed accepting and non-judgemental, rejecting and judging. Yes, the high and mighty Christians, brought down to such a level. I've honestly tried, yet every church experience has ended like this, ended in me being tossed aside like a pile of horse dung. LIFE, Iasis, Immanual, Cavalry, Timberline, etc. Well, there's only one thing to do and say right now, "Fuck religion." I can get along with life perfectly fine without it.

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Aug. 20th, 2005

09:06 pm

So, the youth leader invited me to a tubing trip at Boyd lake today. Well, I went, curious as to what will happen. Well, I tried to talk to the kids there, and every fucking one, even the pastor's kids, gave me the cold shoulder. Yes, these kids claim to live in the way of Christ, yet these kids reject and judge? I'm sick of this. "LIFE church" is supposed to be welcoming, yet I'm being rejected? I give up on the church. I give up on trying to have a social life. I give up on helping people, and I give up on being nice. You know, right now, I'm about to give up on God. Every church experience I've had, hasn't been a good one, and I'm bloody sick of it.

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Aug. 13th, 2005

12:27 pm - Tools?

So, I finally caved in and got a livejournal. I feel so dirty now.Too many of my friends got them, and I caved. I'm such a whorebag. And I'm listening to emo music! w00t!

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stressed

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